Face it or ditch it
I just wish you will change even just a little so that “us” can work out better.
I may have failed LDR twice, but it does not mean I am not willing to give it another go.
Just a little and I will hold on. But you are unwilling and I won’t compromise.
I will be a few thousand miles away from you in a few weeks time. It hurts me at the thought of that but I need to do this as an insurance for the future.
I understand how you feel. How many of your friends came back with broken relationship. How they struggle to keep up with the distance and being unable to just be there when you need to be. I perfectly do.
But reality is exactly this for us.
We either accept it or move on.
Say whatever you wish but I’m ready to move on even if you aren’t.
6:04 pm |
November 23 2013
Be act behave like a student
I freaked out today when emirates flight at the timing I wanted was sold out.
I refuse to fly a day earlier as there’s a new year eve’s party that I wanna attend.
I freaked out to my mom and she went “Just grab SIA then. I’ll pay”
It was at the mentioned of those words that I realised how my mom wants the best for me in everything. How she sacrificed so much of her time and money just for me. And I didn’t realise it till today. It was then that I felt a strike of guilt, eating every inch of me.
And I decided to fly Qatar since it’s the cheapest. Sure, the 7 hours transit will test my patience however, I’ve my mp3, books and laptop to keep me sane.
I am to go to uk as a student therefore I should behave and act like one.
If I keep depending on my parents to splurge me with luxury, it won’t be long before I am left crippled by my own greed.
I am there to learn. Learn I shall then make as my priority.
1:59 am |
November 17 2013